Just looking around

Jun 2004

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Music, Art, Lazy-ness

Books with pictures (art books)

Oh so many but so little time. Cop Killer with John Lydon, Rubin and Ed, Johnny Suede, True Stories, Documentries

The Fall, Gang of Four, Can, David Sylvian, King Crimson, Killing Joke, Nick Cave, Barry Adamson, Tones on Tail, Laurie Anderson, Frank Zappa, Stranglers, Eno, Wire, Moev, Jah Wobble, PIL, Chris Connelly, (old) Genesis, Laika, Yes, Estru.Neu., Midnight Oil, Gary Numan, Bowie, Fad Gadget, Moonshake, Cinematic Orch., Tuxcedomoon, Cabaret Voltaire, Clock DVA, David Byrne, Iggy Pop, Serge Gainsbauro (sp), Mark Motherbaugh, Virgin Prunes, Buckethead, I could go on for days.

Anything that will waste time

Im very insurcure and quiet. I hold back till I get to really know someone. I oil paint and do installations. But I want something else or maybe something to ad to it. I want a 'Project Team' that does everything (art, music, etc. etc.) one day....... Or not. I've got/had Hemeroids!? and tomorrow Im getting my testicals looked at do to lumps. My dad was killed in a drug deal (dumb ass)and his family kidnapped me for several months. I havnt talked to my mother in well over 11 years do to her being a wack job. I've tired to get my wife to leave me on regular basis. But she sticks with me, what a great girl. Im on medication,Im in therapy. The worst I do to other people is not calling them back when I go through my depression inbursts. BUT Im probably the nicest guy I ever met. I love my friends even the ones that I havnt called back. My best friends dont know they are....my closest friends. I feel good at the moment.

Or not.